Saddest day in my 21st year..Sat 5am June 20th 2009

On Fri, after i finished my class at 3pm i followed my 2 gurl friends went back to their hostel to hang out. They asked me to stay over but i said my sister was alone at home so i told them i will stay until 10.30pm and go back by lrt. We were hanging out near the swimming pool, listening to some of the clubbing musics and all of the sudden we were desperate to go clubbing. My friends got to called up someone to come and pick us up so we decided to go to Bangsar.

After clubbing at Bangsar which is one my friend's dad club, we decided to go to one of the house for free flow. We drank at his house until around 4 something he decided to fetch me home. He was driving damn fast almost 140 km/j. I was shouting at him asking him to drive safely but his other friend said he is steady and cool in driving as he was not even drinking. I was very afraid, my heart was beating damn fast as im not used to it. It was so dangerous as there were 3 gurls in the car.

All of the sudden, the car was supposed to be heading straight was turning to the left side in a very fast condition. I thought he was doing a left turning but all of sudden, the car bang to the divider. The car in front was badly damaged. I felt my neck and face was wet so when i touched my head, blood was all over my head dripping on my pants and neck. I was trying to open my door but the door was stuck. I was panicked. At last i got down from the right side door. I was traumatised. I sat on the road far away from the car screaming and crying as my head was torn. People calmed me down and said i will be fine but i was panicked as blood was like showering my whole body. Finally a malay guy who is the passer by fetched me and my 2 gurl friends to Hospital KL (GH) to the A & E.

It was freezing when i went in to the doctor's room for check up especially the X-ray room and stitching room. I was shivering like hell as if i entered a motuary. The stitching process was not that pain but i was shivering cause the room was damn cold with no one by my side only the nurses. They had to shaved my hair away. Blood was all over my hair. I was crying none stop when the stitching began until the end. The nurses told me i had 11 stitches. My heart was so pain when she told me that.




























































































Doctor said im thankful to be alive cause my wound was 8cm long. If it is deeper i might warded. Will never trust friend's driving skills no matter how long experience they have. Will not go out until late at night anymore. When i saw my mum cried when she walked with me out from hospital, i told myself what my mum advices me, mumble the same advices to me everyday was true. God punished me for not listening to my mum and dad's advice. Im just thankful to be alive eventhough i still cannot accept that im bald and the scar will be on my head forever.

The driver which is my my gurl friend's friend called me the next day. He kept on saying sorry to me. He asked me not to tell my dad as he was already in trouble. He beg me a few times for not asking my dad to see him or his dad. In my heart i was thinking what for i want to ask my dad to shoot his dad or him cause the scar and stitches are already on my head forever. I wanted to shout at him, but thinking it already happpened and it's a reality so i just said forget about it. I will never forget this fucker was the one made my head with the scar, feel the pain, feel the traumatised, feel the coldness, and feel the sadness from my parents.